An Urgent Cry

My dreams now all nightmares of upset surpassed,
They turn from smiles to fire to brimstone so fast,
Bringing back memories that will never go away,
Ill have them with me always until my dying day.

I dream of not having complete control,
Of my life and my mind its taking its toll,
Im begginging to lose my dreams and my hope,
If i stay here much longer i know i wont cope.

An urgent cry for help i make,
For my safety and futures hopeful sake,
I cannot control what i will do next,
For my past and my present in my mind, so complex.

Copyright (c) Matthew Neville 2005